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Nov. 10th, 2008 | 10:32 pm
mood: amusedamused

lawlerskates xD So my crush on Tom Felton (which vanished 3 or 4 years ago) totally flickered today when I watched a youtube vid of him singing. It's sweet ^_____^ Apparently he's a singer now. Whodathunk... I always thought he was a wapper (white rapper) type.


Um... quick update:

Two jobs, both clerical.

still working on degree (grrr)

broke up with liam (well, he broke up with me... I know! First time for everything)... got back together about a week and a half later, three weeks for the public (apparently we half stalkeratzies who have, like, a religion based on hating me). Technically we were never seperated. Apparently his family wishes we were.

I'm good, though. Need to loose some of the weight I gained back. GRR x10 !

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Aug. 18th, 2008 | 09:31 am
mood: restlessrestless

it's been a long time since I've typed anything here. I've gotten really bad at keeping in touch. I'm wrapped up in the chaos of craptasticness.  now those who actually know me know I heart chaos, but I'm so tired. just in general... so fucking tired. me and liam are going through... a time... and sometimes I have to go home just so I can cry a bit. We're almost at our 1 year anniversary. Think I'll make it for once, Kellah?

I'm so poor right now that I'm willing to take bets.

people are... stupid. there are rumors going around about me and I feel like I'm in high school cause I just don't feel like going to school. I do love school, though. I'm just not thrilled with the idea of the people at school. The main person making my life itch is this girl who hates me for the stupid reason that I used to fool around with her boyfriend, before he was her boyfriend mind you, so she started all the shit by telling people I hated her cause I was jealous of her for dating him O_o he's an asshole. A poorly endowed asshole at that. Now she's telling everyone that I got her fired cause I hate her.

ick... there are tons of ants on my desk. I WILL kill them all. Or at least most of them. They're going after a napkin that I left in a bowl. Srsly.

Now playing: Maria Mena - Internal Dialogue
via FoxyTunes   

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coughity cough

Mar. 23rd, 2008 | 03:30 pm

I hate mucus.... like, srsly. BUT Liam(bf) just called and told me that a lady is looking for a co-leader to start a Daisy (girl scouts) troop with! They'd be, like 4 and 5 years old! ^____^ I'm SO excited. I've wanted to do this for the longest time.

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I had a weird dream...

Mar. 13th, 2008 | 10:49 pm

involving my cat, who isn't dead, and a boyfriend who is.

So, in the dream, the cat had been dead for a week and NO ONE had burried it or gotten rid of the body so I picked it up and put it in my room while I was getting the stuff to burry it with.

I hear a weak "merowww..." and stop dead in my tracks and say, of course, "Oh... shit." and turn around. The cat is twitching and I sigh, thinking it's invoulentary twitching but then I think "It's been dead for a WEEK It really shouldn't be doing that..."

At that point the cat looks up at me, my eyes go wide and I pick it up and run towards the living room (holding it away from me, of course).


"...Amy, the cats dead."



So my dad comes over and makes the same face I did and, of course, says "Oh... shit."

So I tell him "Hold it for a second, would you?" and he refuses, but then I convince him and I break the cats neck and put it in the garbage outside and close the lid. When I get back inside James is sitting on the couch and I say "My GOD what now?".

James doesn't move though. His eyes are still closed and, upon further inspection, he's dead. I sigh again and say "I'm not touching this one!" to everyone in the room (my tia, my sister, my dad, and orlando.)... but my curiosity gets the better of me and I put my hand on his chest. His eyes open and he says "Amy?" and I slap him cause I'm all OMGWTFAHHH! only I don't scream, I just slapped him.

he says "What the fu-- Amy!" and I felt really bad cause it gave him a fat lip but I'm thinking serves you right for being alive and dead at the same time and I tell him something to this degree. He points out that he's TECHNICALLY back and TECHNICALLY "alive" so we never broke up so we should be together now and I disagree.

So Zombie!James follows me around ALL week and I end up dying by breaking my neck and I get pissed at him cause he says, in front of my WHOLE family, that since we're both dead we should be together and I say "NO! Not true. I have someone." and he points out that I didn't because if he didnt' when HE died then I don't now that I'm dead.

I say "Ah... shit you're right. But I'm still not your girlfriend." and in the end my dad and aunt MAKE me go on a road trip with him and our SUV runs away and I'm very displeased as I'm chasing it, trying to get inside and think of SEVERAL nouns so the car will stop.

Yeah... O_o

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Feb. 27th, 2008 | 10:51 pm

had an "amy" moment. I deleted my myspace and facebook in one fell swoop... SO YAY! Livejournal survived. joy of joys.

state of mind:

I'm a bad girlfriend, I don't really deserve love, too broken, need to break up for HIS sake, jesus... I suck. I hate me. GUH! I hate me.

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Jan. 17th, 2008 | 08:36 pm
mood: boredbored

wow, I haven't written here in the LONGEST time. still with my lovely (dorky xD) boyfriend. very happy bout that. UH... I'm poor, but have another job coming up soon. HOT TOPIC BITCHES.

can't think of any other updates... haha, any questions?

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Nov. 3rd, 2007 | 03:16 pm

okay, while I'm up to this! lol... okay, more like while I'm out of ideas for procrastinating. lawl.

I had JUST gotten UN-overdrawn and stupid pay pal went and AUTO-charged me for something and I got an overdraft fee so now I'm over drawn 48 bucks! This royally sucks... but w/e. I can do this! I CAN! I'll just have to deal.

My boyfriend wants to pay my overdraft stuff but I can't let him. I mean, it's not like it's illegal or anything :P ... but I'm too damned proud to ever take his money for anything. He goes and says stuff like "I want to take care of you." and "They pay me money to spend it." and it just doesn't sit right with me to take it. 

But I have a plan.

Someone's paying me 200 for my clarinet so I can pay back 150-ish to the person I borrowed the 200 from to pay the first overdraft then I can get 20 for my recycling and give THAT to them so I'll only owe them 30. I mean, I'll have $2.00 in my account... haha, and that'll be something to worry about come RENT time but hey, one thing at a time. I know I'll get paid again before it's time to pay rent and I'll just eat at the school's Women's Center for a while 2X a day. It's not like I eat much to begin with. I'll visit the food bank for the 2nd time this semester (you're allowed two visit's a semester) at the end of the month so I have SOME food at home just in case.

I refuse to fail at the adult thing >.<! And I refuse to owe my father anything. Ever. I already owe him for his own stupidity.

Other than the money problems, there are only a few personal problems to battle with. There's the heath issue... I'm not dying or anything but I'm on a fine line that could kinda turn pretty quickly. I'll admit I get scared from time to time but... courage, right? I'll get the tests and whether the results are negative or positive I can make it. I'm strong enough to keep fighting. I think the only thing I'd be worried about would be how Jackie, Mike, and Liam would handle me being sick. I mean really sick... they're used to me always having some little cold from this stupid disease.

Enough about that! In short. Achoo. I love my boyfriend. I love my friends. I hate money. Kenny smells like pickles (not really).


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Oct. 6th, 2007 | 04:19 pm
mood: boredbored

So things have changed a lot since I last wrote! I'm extremely poor, as always, lol, but trying to fix that (slowly... not so surely, but yeah). I have a boyfriend. A really great wonderful imperfect (which is great) boyfriend. I think he's starting to get that I like imperfect, lol.

My health, on the other hand... not so great. Me body is going berserk! lol... I'm doing my best! Honestly, you'd think taking care of your body would be second nat-- no, FIRST nature, lol. But srsly... oh well.

I was supposed to go see him at work today but got yelled at tons(not by him) and decided to stay at my apt and clean cause it's a messy messy place to be. For those who don't know me that well, when my apartment is messy  I'm obviously in a good mood and when it's clean I'm in a bad one. :P

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Sep. 1st, 2007 | 01:50 pm

so... how do you fall out of love and remain friends? Juuuuust wondering cause it's really not his fault he doesn't love me so I don't wanna be hostile. I mean I still wanna love him but not be IN love with him. How, exactly, do I pull that off? lol

I'm glad it's the weekend! Three day one, at that. I swear... *dies* I've been looking up prices for the games and proposals I've been wanting to put in for my club. I'm looking into catering and going to plan events up the wazoo. I'm gonna get prizes and shit... maybe from the game stop and some other game store for events. Grant isn't going to steal my club >_<!!

GRANT IS AN ASSHAT! He's trying to steal the fucking games club from me. He basically said that he'd be in charge of the club, along with NATE (who didn't agree to this, I think) and I would report to them and just be a pretty face for the club.

. . .

Yeah no. He may be handsome and charming but FUCK HIM and not in the good way. It's my club and he's not going to take it away from me!

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Aug. 23rd, 2007 | 06:03 pm

I'm sleepy... ZETA ZETA ZETA! grrr...

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